“The more I get to know you,
the more I realize what I’m never sure of with you, what I need but I couldn’t find it in you,
the more I understand who I am, what I’m truly looking for, what I want in life and in a relationship,
the more I know my flaws and the parts of me which may need to be introspected and changed.
Gazing at your eyes and I see nothing – there’s nothing left for ‘us’ in the future, there’s no way.
Remember, as a human we’ll grow and change. Sometimes the partner I am with will grow with me. Other times both of us will grow apart.
Thus, if I’ve always wanted to do something I’m sure with, then I would“.
P.S.
In my humble (probably also subjective) opinion, a relationship has not to be what people seen as the ideal or perfect one. A man doesn’t always need the ‘full package’ partner to make him happy and have a long last relationship. He just need the one who can ‘click’ inside and out, support, complement and fill each other.
Deep inside my heart, my feeling (intuition) already knows and keeps telling me the truth, yet my mind often keeps neglecting and denying it.
Now I know what I always wanted, what my heart’s desires. And my mind – which needs more time to discover the truth that my heart already knows – could proceed.
hope. 