The time of inquiries has come.
The inquiries about everything felt and thought.
The questions about true happiness, real struggle, self development and spiritual maturity.
The enigmas of logic and conscience, of reason and faith.
The day of confusion has arrived.
The quandary about everything to decide, undertake and undergo.
The dilemma when frankness got tempted, when virtue got trial, when integrity got challenged, when sincerity got tested, when foothold and handhold got unsteady.
The conundrum about the way and path to live the life.
Righteousness, truth and benevolence will not die of drought for they shall always bloom and get fulfilled within the right hope.
After all this moment of meditation, a revelation is a matter of time.
Jakarta, 20 June 2020
P.S.
Dear my beloved parents, these were probably the things that I would have asked if you were by my side and I had gotten that chance to do so. Gratefully, I got these puzzles gradually settled up. In this phase, I recalled this advice: “Remember your Creator in the days of your youth“, and it gave me some lights in solving the inquiries and riddles.
hope. 